How anxiety stops me from doing what I want.

Since I remember I've been someone that loves everything a lot, since the big things and gestures, to the little and simple things, like all those things we all have, specially women and girls, that makes us feel preety. We may think some of those things are stupid but the truth is we all have those stupid little things, for me, is sometimes my hair, or some clothes that I feel good with so I like to wear them. But even in this, that seems a simple thing, anxiety has a huge impact, at least it does for me. When I get up in the morning and get dressed, and fix my hair and you know, all of that stuff, I look in the mirror and in only seconds, I go from smiling and feeling preety and good with myself, to feel terribly sorry I even woke up in the morning, cause anxiety makes you think, it makes you think a lot and it brings out your worst insecurities and fears about yourself, and when this happens, I just feel awful and I end up not being as I want to be, not looking as I want to look and not feeling as I want to feel, and that tears me down cause all of a sudden, all my confidence is lost.

But all I ask you guys to do, is to try and face this fears and insecurities, and don't never let them win. It may be hard, and yes, of course it is but remember of how bad you're feeling now and how good and powerful you'll feel when you get through this. Trust me, believeing and loving ho you are the way you are is not easy, but is the best thing you can do in your whole life, cause then, it will all make sense.